Parenthood = Tough.

Sometimes as a parent I find it hard to admit defeat. To admit that it's a tough job being a Mommy. To admit that it causes me more stress than I'd like to own up to. That my anxiety levels have risen quite noticeably. Especially now with 2 babies in diapers, 2 babies with bottles and 2 babies that are teething. It's just hard. Sometimes I feel like it's {wrong} to state the difficulties. And I personally like to focus on the positives because they totally outweigh the negative. But sometimes I just need to get it out:

• I miss sleep.
• I miss going to movies.
• I miss late nights out with my girls.
• I miss living on {my} schedule and no one else's.
• I miss taking naps when {I} want.
• I miss sleeping in late.
• I miss having my house clean.
• I miss date nights with my husband.
• I would be ok with never changing another diaper. With never cleaning up vomit with a sick baby.
• I would love a house free of {baby} clutter.

But moments like these make me so happy to be a Mother. I wouldn't change a thing. I love you Jaxon and Chloe. xoxo

He loves giving baby Chloe hugs and kisses.
{Melts. My. Heart.}